If you insult me behind my back, dont ring me to ask me, as a favor, to encourage people who have a problem with you to talk to you direcly. Deal with your own fucking problems and stop dragging other people into them. If you cant, then frankly you don't deserve to have any friends.

Simple version: You make the bed, fucking lie in it.

And for the record: If I claim to be your friend, I'll tell you. Dont mistake social politeness for me being your friend.

I intend to have a gaming party at mine this weekend. Message for details if interested :)

Full update soon.

And yet again, I am reminded exactly why I removed someone from my life. And why I also avoid certain events.

It might not do the people it harmed any good. I hope it reminds the people that I told exactly why it's good to remove this (these) individual (individuals) from their life.

Those who hide behind people they use shall have those very same people turn against them. I think that the power of will made manifest may be in this hot air.

Be warned, internet. Justice will be done in one way or another.

95% in my essay question assignment!

It'll be posted up here asap.

From purple_pen. So there.

Instructions:

a. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search.
b. Pick an image.
c. Copy each image URL into Mosaic Maker. Change rows to 3 and columns to 3.
d. Save the image and post it.

Questions:

1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favourite colour?
3. What is your favourite food?
4. Favourite drink?
5. Dream vacation?
6. Favourite hobby?
7. What you want to be when you grow up?
8. What do you love most in life?
9. Best self-description?

( The rest goes under a cut to avoid disrupting your friends list )

Cornucopia & After Party: Sat 13th June. Party dress theme = Horror Movies!

Prizes for best costume. Possibly.

Those who do not vote get the government they deserve.

When I am in power, I will make it mandatory to vote, but to give the voters an option of saying "I do not wish to vote for any of the parties". Because frankly, there are no parties in Northern Ireland that represent my views.

Because it would seem there's two alternate tales going on about me. And quite frankly, if you aren't prepared to talk to me, you don't deserve to be part of my life. And if you're going to talk crap about me, it'll get to me.

I dont have time for people who cant be my friend. If you want to take sides, you'll be deleted. If you want me to take sides, you'll be deleted. If you're a hypocrite, you're certainly on my hit list. If you change your story or personality to suit, you're as welcome as the clap.

I like this new me. No more chances. I've been far too generous to people. From now on, if you get in my bad books, you're going to be aware of it.

And now, back to work.

Words of Wisdom: Age and treachery will beat youth and enthusiasm.

Having been on facebook, I see a lot of people screaming about the BNP being classed as a political party.

As much as I find their policies disgusting, if I were to take away their right to freedom of thought, it would make me no better than them. To quote from the wikipedia entry on Democracy "An essential process in representative democracies are competitive elections, that are fair both substantively and procedurally. Furthermore, freedom of political expression, freedom of speech and freedom of the press are essential so that citizens are informed and able to vote in their personal interests. "

Simply, it is your job to be active and show by example just how wrong their insecurities are. Like all would be haters, they preach doctrines of fear and alienation. People are naturally afraid of what they do not understand. It is essential that people attempt to accept that which is different. Difference is what stops us all from being identical drones in a hive.

People want to take the easy path, they do it especially when they're afraid. The Nazis came into power because of a great economic depression. It encouraged people to vote for extremists because they thought the extremists could change the depression. People's votes make a difference. Speak out for what you believe and your opinions. Always show that bigotry, racism and all other forms of discrimination are wrong. Actions speak louder than words.

There's been a horrible trend in alternative cultures to start ostracising people in different alternative or mainstream cultures, simply because they're different. It's time people wised the fuck up, stopped treating people differently because of how they dressed or how they look and started practicing some of the open minded ness that SUBcultures are meant to have.

Edit: Any comments that warrant major replies will be posted as edits, because my facebook automatically updates lj posts to facebook notes, but not the comments.

To quote from my post "Like all would be haters, they preach doctrines of fear and alienation."

To quote from a comment "The classes which make up our society are economic in nature and irreconcilable in their interests. There is no common ground between the exploiters and the exploited" My emphasis is in bold text.

I regard Communism in the same light that I regard all would be facists and leaders. By your own words, there are NO common grounds and such people are therefore the enemy. Us or Them. Alienation much? Aren't you glad you live in a country where you're allowed to express such views? I doubt ANY communist or facist controlled country would allow you to disagree with the party line.

I'm sure people in China would like to argue, if their own government allows them use the internet freely. When the world's largest Communist country starts acting like everyone is equal, be sure to let me know.

Until then, enjoy your democratic freedom and express your viewpoint(s) all you like. I'll certainly do my best to ensure that people have a chance to realise that the world is visible in more than black or white.

In a world of Black and White, do your best to be Gray!

Will be closing for some of you soon. There are some people that I wish to declare persona non grata from my life. And it will happen. A lot sooner than you think.

Edit: You have been purged. You're welcome to ask why if you wish, or to become persona grata again.

As a friend of mine has said "I've been disappointed by people here a lot. I've ended up just lowering my expectations, and I'm not sure thats such a good thing. Thinking about what you're doing here, I admire how you maintain your intergrity, because there is not point keeping dead weight in your life.

So no-one else will want to read it, eh? ;-)

Granda is coming out of Hospital today, a week early!

The doctors are actually surprised at how well he's recovered, so I think that's a trait that runs in the family.

Anyway, I would like to pass on my (and the families) thanks for those of you who had us in your thoughts. I know a few other people have also had relatives of their own go into hospital in the last week, so my thoughts are with you.

Day 1 of Intensive Care. Operation went smoothly, now just keeping fingers crossed and hoping for the best.

It's been a busy time for Mr Mocata, and this may be the last chance I have to write it up before things become uber stressful next week, so here goes.

In summation:
Was invited to a pub quiz where the top prize was £1000. Didnt win. Came in the middle.
Bought a Covers album where some are decent and others are just no.
Had a shedload of birthdays. So many Taureans.
Enjoyed DW: Planet of the Dead and Red Dwarf: Back To Earth.
Started running Paranoia again as an interim break in the Promethean Chronicle.
Finished my fourth assignment. The next one is a choice of big (as in, 100%) questions.
Lost some weight. Hopefully the trend will continue.
Started reading Judge Dredd compliations.
Created my own personal pentagram. It isnt a symbol of Baphomet yet, but it'll do.
Am still waiting on the Dole to sort out this placement.
Finished the IT Crowd, cant wait for the 4th season.

Now I just have to hope for the best in the next couple of weeks. My granda goes into hospital on monday. I've detailed what's happening elsewhere. Hopefully I'll shake the recurring nightmare I've been having as well.

Mr Mocata may actually have some creative skills.

Right, cant stay in bed all day today because I have to get up tomorrow, so that means I have to find something to do while my body decides it wants to make me feel sick. Anyway, I DJ'd last night, and my set went down a lot better than I expected. So, as promised, here's the setlist for my bit of the night. :)

Human Traffic Soundtrack - The Weekend Has Landed
Combichrist - This Shit Will Fuck You Up
:wumpscut: - Fuckit
Uberbyte - Say What???
Noisuf-X - Nervouz Beatz
VNV Nation - Chrome (Soman Extended Remix)
Velvet Acid Christ - Futile (Funker Vogt Resisted Remix)
The Prodigy - No Good (Modulate Remix)
And One - Tell Me Lies Apoptygma Berzerk - Deep Red request
Rotersand - Dare To Live (12 Inch Version)
Faderhead - Electrosluts Extraordinare (Preview Mix)
Gary Numan - Dominion Day (Sulpher Remix)
Bauhaus - Bela Lugosi's Dead (Electric Hellfire Club Remix)
Velvet Acid Christ - Slut Psycho because I cued up the wrong song, doh!

Plan for next months drink is to learn the recipe for a flirtini, and offer fake beards to everyone. ;-)

My copy of DOS arrived today.

Thank fuck it's amazing!

Fucked.

Pretty much sums up my cash. Noodles and no choc for me. Possibly also less alcohol. At least this will go with the theoretical plan of slimming.

Also, where's my ebay stuff, and my copy of DOS, and damnit I want my granda to be alright. And while I'm here, I want those fucking interviews to start earlier than June, and I want some more jobs that I can fucking apply for. And why do diet drinks have to taste like utter shit. And I'd like to stop having nightmares, and I'd like to be a bit fucking warmer so I didnt need the bastard heater!

Normal service to be resumed when life looks up a bit. Some time in Twenty-bastard-twelve then.